I currently have 80% for shrapnel in my lower back, and PTSD. I have had Individual Unemployability since 2012. I also collect SSDI. I have children and a wife, I am trying to do whats right and see if I can get them Medical insurance, and was curious if it would be beneficial for me to apply for Permanent and total. I am only 33, I just had an exam to see if I am getting better. According to the examiner she felt I wasnt getting better, but in fact worse. I go to therapy, and group meetings etc. I do my part to try to recover, but it isnt happening. Should I apply and if so, how?